I haven’t had sex in almost two years. I haven’t had a kiss in about six months. And you people tell me that it’s ridiculous to think I’m ugly? I haven’t even been flirted with. I’d rather die than try to go through life pretending that I have some sort of self confidence, dignity, or pride. Because I don’t. I look in the mirror and I see a sack of shit. I’m worthless. It is not a mystery to me why I repulse everyone I come into contact with. I repulse myself.